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November 22, 2009 • 9:29 am 2

11.22.09

The Vision
So this guy comes up to me and says, “Whats the vision? What’s the big idea?” I open my mouth, and the words come out like this…
The vision?
The vision is JESUS- obsessively, dangerously, undeniably Jesus.
The vision is an army of young people.
You see bones? I see an army.
And they are free from materialism.
They laugh at 9-5 prisons.
They could eat caviar on Monday and crusts on Tuesday.

They wouldn’t even notice.
They know the meaning of the Matrix, the way the West was won.
They are mobile like the wind, they belong to the nations.

They need no passport. People write their addresses in pencil and wonder at their strange existence.
They are free yet slaves of the hurting and dirty and dying.
What is the vision?

The vision is holiness that hurts the eyes. It makes children laugh and adults angry. It gave up the game of minimum integrity long ago to reach for the stars. It scorns the good and strains for the best.

It is dangerously pure.
Light flickers from every secret motive, every private conversation.
It loves people away from their suicide leaps, their Satan games.
This is an army that will lay down its life for the cause.
A million times a day its soldiers choose to lose that they might one day win in the great ‘Well done’ of faithful sons and daughters.
Such heroes are as radical on Monday morning as Sunday night.
They don’t need fame for names. Instead they grin quietly upwards and hear the crowds chanting again: “COME ON!”
And this is the sound of the underground
The whisper of history in the making
Foundations shaking
Revolutionaries dreaming once again
Mystery is scheming in whispers
Conspiracy is breathing
This is the sound of the underground
And the army is discipl(in)ed
Young people who beat their bodies into submission
Every soldier would take a bullet for his comrade at arms
The tattoo on their back boasts “For me to live is Christ and to die is gain”
Sacrifice fuels the fire of victory in their upward eyes.
Winners.
Martyrs.
Who can stop them?
Can hormones hold them back?
Can failure succeed?
Can fear scare them or death kill them?
And the generation prays
Like a dying man with groans beyond talking,
With warrior cries, sulfuric tears and with great barrow loads of laughter!
Waiting. Watching: 24-7-365.
Whatever it takes they will give:
Breaking the rules.
Shaking mediocrity from its cozy little hide.
Laying down their rights and their precious little wrongs,
Laughing at labels, fasting essentials.
The advertisers cannot mold them.
Hollywood cannot hold them.
Peer-pressure is powerless to shake their resolve at late-night parties before the cockerel cries.
They are incredibly cool, dangerously attractive (on the inside).
On the outside? They hardly care.
They wear clothes like costumes to communicate and celebrate but never to hide.
Would they surrender their image and their popularity?
They would lay down their very lives – swap seats with the man on death row – guilty as hell
A throne for an electric chair.
With blood and sweat and many tears, with sleepless nights and fruitless days, they pray as if it all
Depends on God and live as if it all depends on them.
Their DNA chooses JESUS (He breathes out, they breathe in.)
Their subconscious sings. They had a blood transfusion with Jesus.
Their words make demons scream in shopping malls.
Don’t you hear them coming?
Herald the weirdos!
Summon the losers and the freaks.
Here come the frightened and forgotten with fire in their eyes!
They walk tall and trees applaud, skyscrapers bow, mountains are dwarfed by these children of another dimension.
Their prayers summon the hounds of heaven and invoke the ancient dream of Eden.
And this vision will be. It will come to pass; It will come easily; it will come soon.
How do I know?
Because this is the longing of all creation itself, the groaning of the Spirit, the very dream of God.

My tomorrow is His today.
My distant hope is His 3-D.
And my feeble, faithless prayer invokes a thunderous, resounding, bone-shaking great “Amen!” from countless angels, from heroes of the faith, from Christ Himself. And He is the original dreamer, the ultimate winner.
Guaranteed.

-pete greig.

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November 21, 2009 • 5:28 pm 0

11.21.09

 

[my motto lately]

 

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November 19, 2009 • 3:03 pm 1

11.19.09

Cool.

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November 17, 2009 • 11:52 pm 0

11.17.09

 

i am the rose.
Jesus wants the rose.
Praise.

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November 10, 2009 • 10:05 am 0

11.10.09

I am the only one to blame for this
Somehow it all ends up the same
Soaring on the wings of selfish pride
I flew too high and like Icarus I collide
With a world I try so hard to leave behind…
Take my world apart.

 

Lately, every attempt I have made at fixing myself has ended in insincere, bitter “repentance” or  half-hearted religion that slowly eats away at my soul.
I’m ready for a change.

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November 9, 2009 • 4:43 pm 0

11.9.09

lessons i need to remember:

1. “Jesus is not always what you want. But He is what you need.” -dustin willis, “stumbling blocks: Jesus”

2. I need to love Jesus more than I hate sin.

3. i‘m not alone.

4. confession brings healing. it’s a good thing.

5. Jesus wins. period. He already has won. He always will win. There is no defeat.

6. i make a lousy savior. i can’t fix myself. i can’t fix other people. Jesus has it under control.

7. one day, He’s going to make all of this right.

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November 5, 2009 • 10:29 pm 0

11.5.09

“It happens so regularly that it’s predictable.
The moment I decide to do good, sin is there to trip me up. I truly delight in God’s commands, but it’s pretty obvious that not all of me joins in that delight. Parts of me covertly rebel, and just when I least expect it, they take charge.
I’ve tried everything and nothing helps.
I’m at the end of my rope. Is there no one who can do anything for me? Isn’t that the real question?

The answer, thank God, is that Jesus Christ can and does.

He acted to set things right in this life of contradictions where I want to serve God with all my heart and mind, but am pulled by the influence of sin to do something totally different.”

Romans 7:21-25, the Message

What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body of death? Thanks be to God—through Jesus Christ our Lord!

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November 4, 2009 • 4:10 pm 1

11.4.09 [sweet 22]

On 11.2.09, the Manor boys threw a benefit concert to raise support for me to go on the World Race.

They managed to raise $2,656 by the end of the night.

I don’t deserve these people. They are far too good to me.

But here’s a quick recap of that wonderful night:

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Best.Birthday.Ever.

Thanks, guys. You truly are family to me.

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November 1, 2009 • 11:23 am 0

11.1.09

I’m fighting sin
with a strength that isn’t mine.
And Jesus is winning.

Praise the Lord,

Oh, my soul.

some call me Mary. You can just call me honest.
the message link explains it all.

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October 30, 2009 • 7:06 pm 0

10.30.09

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this puppy’s name is Daisy. I’m in love. She’ll be a member of the Cottage household within a few weeks.

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